week 7 maybe...

today has been a struggle. by far, the worst day...i started off the morning feeling so incredibly nauseous but made myself get out of bed to shower and shave for the doctor. after the shower, i was over the toilet, dry heaving because i had nothing in my stomach - this was not fun. all day i am walking around feeling like i have led in my shoes. i'm pale and just feel sick. every five minutes i want to just go throw up whatever i have in my stomach...
i feel for all the women out there that have/that will/that are experienced morning sickness. the only peace i have is knowing that our little peanut must be growing strong since i'm feeling this way...so for that, i am thankful for every little experience i feel along this journey.

on a brighter note, we have our FIRST (well, technically our second) ultrasound this afternoon at 4:15pm!! i can't wait to hear that fast little heartbeat from the peanut inside. if we truly are at week 7 today, our baby is the size of a large blueberry or small grape. the mouth and tongue are forming...hehee