just to let you know, i won't be finding pictures of my eight fears...because...well...they're my fears and there is no need in seeing them constantly on the blog...
1) i fear...spiders, all shapes and sizes. anything that's creepy crawly is not good for this chica's health. and i'm not a "let's save the spiders life and put it outside our door" because i know for a fact that the same one will make its way back into our house. oh, and a not so funny story...when we lived in our apartment right after scott and i got married...it was probably one of the most stressful weeks of my life and i noticed a little fuzzy blob in the corner of our bedroom. i just didn't feel right about it and i woke up in the middle of the night to find out that the fuzzy little blob was a spider egg sac. yup. almost passed out that night.
2) i fear...all the creepers of this world. i won't watch a dateline or 20/20 by myself but man, those stories are scary crazy. i am amazed at how common it is to hear about these heartless people and how they are taking lives that are not theirs to take.
3) i fear...the world jacob will grow up in. i thought about this question long ago even before i was even married because it terrifies me. i can only pray that jacob will grow up loving his Jesus and then i'll know everything will be ok.
4) i fear...the unexpected. i get super anxious about things. i'm not great at transitions...i adapt pretty well after but it's the anticipation. it's crazy...i literally feel knots in my stomach when it gets really bad.
5) i fear...sharks. yet i still watch shark week when it's on...
6) i fear...losing the people i love so so much.
7) i fear...illness. it has hit my family and the people i love hard in recent years.
8) i fear...needles. i've gotten poked by needles from this first pregnancy to last me a lifetime.
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